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i dont know whats going on.
if what im seeing its true.
then i'll just have to give in and lose out.
ive got nth to lose anyway.
i dont even know whats holding me back.
it feels like depression is starting back.
now that its hols, im just going to eat, sleep and work.
that question set me to thinking.
im caught in a moment that i cant get out.

i dont know who's playing which role.
step by step i'll be able to know.
involved in a feeling, like a blink of an eye.
im losing my control as im shedding all my fears.
is it normal for me to feel like this when im in a situation?
is it?
am i being selfish or a loser?
i knew it.
i know when its not mine, it wont last long.



the ending is drawing.. let it take over

Rara.

  • Piscean Lass.
  • I Don't Like Sundays.
  • AnimaLover.(obviously)
  • I Love Jokes.

  • Here's one: What type of tree do a fortune teller look at?
  • Ans: PALM!
  • The Protagonist.
  • Ambition:
    To witness a genius at work.

Wishlist.

  • N7260.
  • N7370.
  • Nikon S5.
  • Ipod Video.
  • Ripcurl Watch.
  • Roo from Winnie The Pooh.
  • Holga colorsplash starter.
  • Travel Around Asia After My Ns.(Batam!!!)
  • C O A C H Wallet.
  • Fay's Biggest KARMA!
  • To have a cook book of my own.
  • Get upclose with a giraffe.
  • Get upclose with a cow.
  • ***May she find the directions she needs.